| Location | Sunderland |
| Age | 52 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 23/04/1952 |
| Date of Death | 03/10/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,669 since 14/10/2008 |
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My mam was the life n soul of any party, no matter were she went she was usually 1st in last out, she loved country n western and would often go to the festivals, she would spend days making her own outfits as she always wanted to look the best (which she did) my mam was stunning no matter were she went every one would always comment on how lovely she looked, still to this day i cant believe she has gone, as i still think she is only round the corner x x
Missing you
Hello mam, its nearly April which means its nearly your birthday, like i said in previous posts since i have accepted that your not coming back no more, each birthday, anniversary or Christmas is so so hard and i really dont no how to sort it, suppose all i have too do is basically get along with it, its just so hard xx i think the reason how each birthday, anniversary or memory wasn't as hard as they are now is because i was in denial as i kept blanking everything out as much as i could and a part of me just thought you were round the corner and were coming back, but the reason why i done that for was it was the only way i new how too cope at the time, but since iv finally had too come too terms that your gone and your not coming back each memorable date which holds relevance too you is so so hard harder then what they ever were before i grieved over you.....madness as you would think that them parts would get easier, anyway mam am going to go and get our little lewis up for school, you would be so proud of him hes doing really well in everything, school his motocross hes my little rock, my soul angel.....we love you with all our harts and miss you so bad it hurts, please protect us all mam, Alicia n Boys xxxxxx
My Birthday
Well mam as well you would no today is my birthday, am usually ok on my birthday but not this 1, i cant stop thinking of just how much you should be here with me right now, i miss you with all my hart mam by body aches, i love you with all my hart always n forever xxxx
New Year 2011
Happy new year mam, this year am determined that am going to sort it all out, the grief, my life and am going to make u proud of me. I miss u so much mam, but am going to need your help i need you to help me each time i sway of my path to help to guide me back on it and i no i will eventually do it, am going to make something of my life this year mam am going to get something positive out of all the negative what has happened over the last 13 years between you and Darren, love you's both mam n Darren always and forever, your heart broken Alicia and boys xxxxxx
Merry Christmas
Well mam yet another Christmas with out you, your favorite time of year iv got all of your santa's out, am so sorry for not been over the grave but i just cant, each year i have full intentions of going over and putting Christmas trees on and making it really nice for you, but when it comes down to it nearly every year i just cant, i don't no why as i no now that your not coming back mam iv accepted that so why do i still find it really hard to go to your grave, or have i accepted it, have i come to terms with it......i just don't no mam, i love you n miss you i ache, Merry Christmas mam, Alica Sean Anthony n our Lewis xxxx
Always Missed But Never Forgotten...
Never Forgotten But Always Missed....... well Marilyn i wasnt lucky enough to get the chance to meet you but as well as i no alicia she is an amazing woman and i no you will be looking down so proud of her just like i am, and i no shes very much like you in many ways... especially looks... and i no how strong she is but she hurts so bad and i'm lucky enough to be the one who is at her side hurting and always will be forever and more... rest in peace and keep smiling beautiful Marilyn...thank you for alicia, soul sisters ... love always bee xxx
Still love n miss you as much as i did the day u left me
Yet another year mam as 2 day is your memory the day u left me mam with no goodbyes no nothing you just went n that's the part wot i wont ever come to terms with and that's what they call the ifs, whys, n maybes, i don't do them as i no all they do is crack you up but as well u no iv been here before its all so cruel, although i no yr happy now i wont ever comprehend WHY I am miles better then i was as i no that your not just round the corner and that your never coming back, doesn't stop my whole body aching inside for you and to be honest since iv accepted your not coming home each memory is harder n harder to deal with i cant handle them please give me the strength to get threw them as i really don't no what to do no more,I will love n miss you till my dying day forever. alicia.sean anthony and little lewis xxxxx
Miss you more the ever
Well mam another year is nearly upon us and my heart still aches for you as much as it did when the day you left me, i will always love you and miss you forever and ever love you mam, alicia sean anthony and our little lewis xxxxx
Birthday Message
Well mam i no am a day early but i cant sleep, well another birthday is here again n i still find it so hard with out you, i am getting stronger but every-time yr birthday, Christmas or anniversary's comes around it knocks me back, am going to try n go ova cemetery tomorrow just don't like it there 1 day i will be able to go back ova like i used to, iv got u some new lights for either side of yr grave if i cant find the strength to ge our anth will come ova, happy birthday 4 2 moro mam n i no that were eva you are right now you will be partying already, we love you so much and miss you all the world, Alicia n yr grandsons Sean Anthony n our Little Lewis xxxxxxxx
Getting Stronger
We love u mam and miss u with all our hearts, Alicia, Sean, Anthony, lewis n Joele x x x x x
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